they never say a word.. yet there is this pressure for you to conform.. but tell me? why should you.. its utter nonsense.. don't listen.. not buy into it...

Monday, June 29, 2009

Watching.. Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist

I was expecting more music less traveling,
more iconic moments of the sleepless NY skyline.
However, that's really not what New Yorkers are about
they are about the hustle and bustle, no matter dawn or dusk

nick and norah are an unlikely pair, who's path meet because of their love of music and their bad taste in friends. I admire how their characters are honest and down to earth with a hint of depth. And in the end, all the other person wants is to "hold your hand"

wahaha...

Thursday, June 11, 2009

walking after you
ain't so hard too
often met with traces
painful reminders of the lost hours
the many times that don't seem as pressing

we were young then
lost in our own pretend
lost in mends and bends
looking only at our pain

We were young then
crazy kids in love
lost in our own pretend

Looking back when
things were easier
striking it out, invincible

Sunday, June 07, 2009

Personal space

I love the office in m'sia. It in a plaza surrounded by all these snazzy restaurants and pubs. At night after work, it makes me want to grab a beer :)

It's really too bad that WT wasn't feeling well for most of the trip, if not I would have called him to go hang out at night more often.

In the end, I got to enjoy the wifi and comforts of the lovely apartment, which btw is within the plaza complex. Love it. WT likens it to UE square.. and I have to agree. Having your own personal space, like this apartment, really brings out the introvert in me.

Give me a lot of time to reflect, look out at the skyline as the sun sets. Simple unadulterated quiet time, calm and serenity.

I'm fresh from the M'sia SK graduation. And training in m'sia is everything Danny said it would be. Fun, Fun, enjoyable and of course rewarding. The coaches really make me feel at home and the small homely size of the camp really helps build the camaraderie.

The kids were a energetic bunch. They learn fast, which makes my job so much more simple. Training is a balancing act, one that I at slowly finding my footing in.

This opportunity is much appreciated to train in M'sia. It really validates my capabilities at my job. There is still a lot of hard and smart work that needs to be put in to get to the standard that I aim.

I will keep chugging and looking at spaces to grow.

Saturday, June 06, 2009

What is my identity?

I realised that my identity plays a major factor in where I see myself and how far I push myself forward. I've always seen myself as someone's child, a dependent. Someone who hasn't quite finished growing up. But you know, I'm already 24. There isn't much more growing up to do. I need to see myself accomplishing greater things, as someone who runs my destiny, rather than let other determine my career. I need to start creating my own opportunities...

From now on to see myself as someone striking it out on my own, craving my name for myself in the corporate jungle.

Friday, June 05, 2009

Do you believe in happy endings?

Is there really? Ain't it a ball of fluff and fairy tale.
Haven't you noticed the silver lining?
Why focus on that, but instead the vast background

I haven't seen a happy ending, but does that not mean it exist
maybe somewhere in the in between.
Never one who was contented with circumstances
I am slowly learning to be
That everything comes in bouts and waves
and for now its serene
I don't believe in the fairy tales, but I do love to watch them
I don't hope for any happy ending
maybe something good every so often to come by
without the bad times, how would you know that the good times are good..

Its easy to wish. hope. pray that life would throw you a silver platter
it's fun to imagine. At the end of the day, its the company that matters
that for whatever ride you are on, there are people to share it with
That is what I am always thankful for.

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

The show..

Heard this quaint little song on the radio today..
and would love to share :)

I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why

Slow it down
make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
'cuz it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
to be something I'm not

I'm a fool
out of love
'cuz I just can't get enough

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared
but don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
in the sky
just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
and synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
they've got a ticket to that show
Yeah


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Whenever I eat cookies especially ones from Subway.. I always wonder which flavour is fav. Usually its really clear cut. But when it comes to oatmeal raisin, I do not know if I like it or is it I have heard for too long and too much that its the best cookie ever and for that reason alone I like it. Whatever it is.. its a yummy cookie.

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Vacation!

The June Holidays marks the beginning of a hectic coaching season :)
So if you are looking for me, and you can't seem to get me, there might be a possibility that I am away.


4-6 June Kuala Kumpur
6-9 June IAG Singapore
16-19 June Medan
20-25 June Jakarta

I am traveling up KL for my first ever training overseas :) Super excited! New opportunities and fun experiences. Nervous Anxious Excited in Anticipation for the rest of the week.