I feel so dumb. That I have no courage to say what's truly on my mind. I hear people judging me all the time. I imagine the rejection and the embarrassment, especially the lost and I get the sense that I am too stupid dumb naive to ever be happy with what I have. I promise to chase the rainbow with all my heart, that its about making the tough call because they may give you the heartbreaks but also the return that leave you smiling from ear to ear.