the dark side

willful, conflicted and stubborn. that is what I am. I am. and then he goes and says, I want you. How can you walk away from that? And he agrees that not everyone is going to get their fairy tale ending, maybe we are not meant for things like that. And this is what we get. He is not looking for a perfect fit, that would be wishful thinking. And I have to agree. What I want to say, I am afraid to tell you for fear of being inappropriate or that those words will be inconsistent with the rest of me. That in the end of this all of will be hurt and these words, though solace now may be the knife edge that runs too deep.