In this moment, all things feel like they lead back to you. More than I care to admit you have in that very short time made a deep, odd, fulfilling impact in my life. One that I have and still is unable to accept, pushed away, feared. I know giving more time and leaning in would have totally made me fall. I would have been settled. I'm not sure if I would have been happy. I was happy from time to time. How could that not been good enough