they never say a word.. yet there is this pressure for you to conform.. but tell me? why should you.. its utter nonsense.. don't listen.. not buy into it...

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Trina's - Save her back fund!

So I went for a consultation with Precision Spine yesterday
and after a series of X rays and excercises
my lastest curvature for my spine in... ( drum roll) 36 degrees!!!

mind you that at 40 degrees normal doctors well ask you to bolt a metal rod to your spine.
So now i'm on a mission to get it better..

but that means sessions 3 times a week at the chiropractor's
at $84 a session. for the next 6 months

By my estimates is $6200
so I need the money to get the treatment!

haiz...

Save my back!

Saturday, March 17, 2007

heart to heart

right now
I am so overwhelmed with work that I do not know what to do
i guess its one step at a time
break it up fill it out
just like how i'll tell anyone to do it.

for now, no more TV
until I can get my act together.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

today was absolutely dreadful

So the performance ended a week ago..

I went to the zoo on Wednesday, to do a project for animal behaviour.
and on the trip there I was talking to Ivy who happens to be in NM3219 with me
and she brought to my attention that I didnt hand up an assignment that was 2 days overdue.

Well the trouble was that I had not checked what assignments ther are
and also that I was all busy wrapped up in dance.

So Its a week past the deadline, nd after working so hard on that assignment
I just found out in an email that I will not be getting any marks for it.

I'm so bloodly behind in this module I need everything to get my A.
I'm so fucking screwed.

And on top of that today I was loading the video of the sealion training into the Hard Disk recorder only to find out that only that section of the video has been corrupted. I don't know how that could be. I'm so defeated. now I have nothing to show for presentation, only the clip from the animal show.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Home -Michael Buble

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

its such a sweet song, the was picked for one of the dance items. Everybody fell in love with it, I did. Their dance was beautiful too. that week was a so compact with dancing, now that I am back to reality, I'm met with an abrupt shock.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Thanks to everyone who came!

Thanks to all who came down to watch ROUGH CUTS

it was so exhilarating to perform, though if you didnt noticed I fumbled on some of my steps
esp during the afternoon show...

To Fel, Clara, Ariel, Stacey, Anhong and Jiji
Thank you for taking the time to share this experience with me, like I said, I hope you enjoyed it
It was a lot of hard work, but it was worth it

I've made so many friends,, especially over the last month
I do hope to remain active even after I graduate.

Thank you to JauChern for being a wonderful chreographer and for believing in me.

I am certainly looking forward to getting back to practice.
Although my feet, at the moment, need a lot of TLC.



Some fun facts about the Performances,

Dance Synergy turns 30 this year.

There are no auditions to entre into our dance club.

All the guys in our club have had no prior dance background, yes, even the ones in the duets. As are 50% of the girls.

The 1st piece I was in, as of the day before was a quartet.. 2 of the girls learnt the steps the night before
and because of that we also changed formations to accomodate them.

the Neon coloured outfits were jackets made out of BUBBLE WRAP! and since bubble wrap doesn't come in neon before each performance they have to be spray painted.

about 5mins before the finale piece (evening show) one girl still couldnt find her costume ( thank god we found it)

parking is free to watch performances, but i have to pay parking to practice at UCC