some things never happen as you want it, then it is your choice to deal.
and when all avenue have turned up empty, and leaving you wanting more
you have got to wonder is what you've got worth risking

and if you look hard enough there are always good things
and if you focus on them they would grow, can I be blind to everything else.

i've listened to it at least a 100 times and the songs makes me feel more empty
and I do not know what to do but to dig into that hug and hope for the best
I guess I was hoping for more, maybe I expect too much.

I cant wait till you come through those double doors, warm embrace and help you with those bags. That feeling in your hear or just below your collar bone that you have someone to depend on. I hold my breath, because I don't want reality to set in.

I've sat here, listening to make you feel my love.
maybe not she sing, but I mirror her angst.

does he know that I would do anything for him
that if I asked santa for what I wanted, someone who adores me
and likes with uncanny similarity. who can't wait to meet my friends and family.
its god cruel joke.

but does he know what makes me smile,
because to him they are one and the same.

I am promising to give it some more time, some more TLC and maybe.. just maybe.

because I want this so badly to work out.

http://youtu.be/0put0_a--Ng

they flutter shut, visions of you
my heart promises t focus on all thats good
it hasn't made its mind up yet
and i wish it could blow wild and free
to make you feel my love.

hmm.. there is just something about the phrasing that has got me.
cant wait to see the pictures I take
and I get to see you.
there is something not present about it and there is something that makes it feel very empty.

its about being present in this relationship. To love with every fibre in my body. You can be my unintended. I feel all these feelings fizzing to the surface and it has taken me all these days to embrace it.

I am sad that I'll only get a couple of day with you till I fly off again. I want to know you, I want to know you.

grasping on to fleetings of you,
feeling that its too good to be true
counting down the day till we both embrace
a silent prayer, a wish, a taste
today I am excited about spending it with you.
I cant promise forever, but I can give you right now
and I am staying right here

run to you, pray its true that everything you say and do
will make me fall in love with you
silly giggles and foolish ways, leave me in a daze
run to you, pray its true that I will be enough for you
that happiness is in our cards
a wishful thinking, a hopeful heart.