i've just reached home from a drink session with jiang and his friends.
the ride home was my time to...
I told him about E and he beamed.
needless to say be wanted dirt
dont want to jinx it. I really feel that I know very little. but i can't help but feel elated
its rare to find someone who sees things as I do,
much less shares it with uncanny similarity

my mind is clouded with wheat beer and brainless banter
and thoughts concern
conversation flowed, and nervousness festered that my friends would not understand
their opinion matters
i thought about how I would tell him and her and them
and when it came, the the mind met the moment
It wasn't so hard
i look forward to each day with anticipation

I distinctly told myself to just stop thinking about it and keep my distance. And slowly run out of reasons. Mind willing, body weak. Today I resisted from asking, but eventually said "what the heck" and it made me smile.

note to self. I have got to not take myself so seriously.. learn to play and poke fun at myself.

today was very freeing. and though I haven't started on the work that I promised myself that I'd complete today. I know that it'll be all done by 2 am :)

my big dream for myself. to own my own home. A landed property in the telok blagah area. Run a successful retail/event business. Do thinks to inspire kids to learn and play.

get an MBA from an Ivy League school. travel to central asia. Bhutan, Tibet and Khasmir. Travel to Europe france, spain, Italy, Germany, Greece.

learn to play volleyball, squash, dive, guitar, piano, harp, wakeboard, snowboard

drive an audi TT. get a PPCDL, speak mandarin fluently, bahasa, french would be nice.

learn to sew, cook and tune an engine.

so here goes nothing.. one at the time.

I think it is so true that because of how my work is sometimes it is very hard to make plans for the future, and I feel a little hypocritical.

so here are some dreams I have for myself and I hope that over the next 7 days working on them they will be well formed outcomes.

Get 700 points for the GMAT exam.
Get into a Management Training programme
Start my own events business

become a DM.
learn to sew myself 2 dresses
do my own manicures
start a travel blog.
learn to play the guitar.