they never say a word.. yet there is this pressure for you to conform.. but tell me? why should you.. its utter nonsense.. don't listen.. not buy into it...

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

its like this..
i slogged so hard to finish studying for infocom
but when i get there
everything i remember is slurred
and comesout in drips n draps..
just my luck

so i screwed that paper
btw.. itjus so happen to be the one
with the HIGHest weightage..
bleah..
myhead just feelslike its bursting...
n all i want to do is slack.
give me myself back...


tired tired tired

Saturday, April 16, 2005

everywhere i look

everywhere i see familiar faces
glaring down at me in judgement
they snigger as i stumble over
everytime a fall, i shiver
from their cold hard stare

i turn to find familiar faces
a warm friendly gaze
a guardian in strife n struggle

the dafodil principal

As i swirl in fields of dafodils
a vivid purple, yellow, green
calmingly sweet under the glare of the sun
my heart elated, a folly kind of glee
the wind whizzing pass,
filling the air with splashes of yellow

my arms outstretched
as i spin like a giddy school girl
my eyes dazzled by the colours
streaks of blue, white, orange
dafodils breaking my fall
as together we lay

Thursday, April 07, 2005

all that's left..

and when that happens, i'll run and run till my knees grow weak and gives way to the beauty you seek. my heart beating in thumps fast and hard against my chest, and as anger overwhelms me my head throbs in hysteria as I've no where to turn.


but i guess that won't happen anytime soon huh?! aniwae.. realise that i havent been updating this thang... hehe.. i should yea... nothing much to update... i turned 20.. exams are in 2 weeks.. i'm going for drew's ball this sat.. i've been waist high in term papers... i've had loads of late nights.. out PARTYING!! lindy hop lessons have ended... sobz... i want a BREAK!!