So close by Jon McLaughlin

When my sister told me she really liked the song I didnt batter an eyelid, but that was while everything elsein themovie was going on the costumes the magnificient ball the dancing... but now hearing it again boiled downedtoits very essences...

The song just takes my breath away...


You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far


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hello? how is your day going?

My day? well..lets just say I can't wait for it to end.
I only want to curl up under the cover and chant "there is no place like home"

My horoscope today

is right on the money...

Aries
Lines by Israeli poet Yehuda Amichai:" A flock of sheep near the airport or a hight voltage generator beside the orchard: these combinations open up my life like a wound, but they also heal it. That's why my feelings always comes in twos."

Should I just Embrace it?

waiting for the wind to change

i hold my breath each time it chimes, and sink when its not my time.
There is so many things remains unsaid, a thousand things run through my head.
its messy and complicated cause I make it so and I pretend it isn't
its makes me, it hates me
I cringe at everything new
i wallow and bask in my soul demise,

could there be a resolution to these crossroads and traffic jams
I request for the long scenic route with my soulmate in hand
till then I'll sombre up and mellow down
maybe I'll doll up and stop that frown

Samudra

Trisakthi Fusion

www.sooryafest.org

Its a contemporary dance concert
would anyone like to watch it with me?

9 November
Victoria Theatre
$20 - $50 tickets

for my own reference...
soorya.sg@gmail.com
6446 2934

I guess ou'll know where i'll be this friday...

deep breath.. eat your fried chicken..

i will take whatever I can get
put the story to rest
stare out into the abysmal
droning of the chubby rain

it aches to know that you are losing grip
to a time not your own but ravaged by your deed
it takes one to know the other to know the story
It takes only one in the link to loose it all

i'm stirring up painful reminders
piling on the dirt
in whirlwind and flurry on spiralling unknown
I am still drawn, still taken
still rudely shocked
at the boldest of this disease
the speed at which it hoarses through my veins
blinding me, blistering me
holding on to me like death weight

i guess i woke up with my head put right side up, its a strange feeling to be right where you are but not too sure how you got there. You look back at the crumbs that you left, but they dont show the way. You think maybe its too late. but it'll never be. some how right now you dont see that. you hide, you over compensate, you open up. you dont know if that is really you.. you pretending.. or the secret you that you will no one will ever know about. it get confusing, complicated..

2am: dessertbar

i have been so caught up with facebook that I've completely neglected my blogging.. sorry..

Thats where I was today, sipping champange and eating Chocolate tarts and cheese cakes. Lounging in their bed notif booth seats oogling at the spanish waiter with the pulled back pony tail. Not to mention that I was in good company.


I have been getting around lately, to Pumproom on Friday, to Acid bar the previous saturday. I am going again to watch CHARLES!! he's cool! check out his beatboxing @ myspace.com/beatboxerstitch Yup! it's all him. I'm a Groupie! And the Sunday after that I went with the Synergy to watch a dance performance by NAFA. Kinda blackbox style in a small rehearsal room at the esplanade which was really cool. After that Joni coaxed Kelvin, Serene and I to join in a Rumba masterclass at the Outdoor theatre. Like how cool is that... too bad we didnt stay long.. It was super fun.



My eyes at tired despite the numerous hours of sleep, my feet are hurting from all the new shoes that I bought 5 pairs in all. Call me insane but a girl can never have too many pairs of shoes.

i have no inspiration to blog in cryptic phrases. I try but they sound so tacky.

i'm gazing and spacing,
listening to the drone of my computer fan.
All is good in the world.
i'm lying and trying to rest though I sleep
my feet stings, my fingers twitch
yet I feel nothing
nothing but agony
that I cant phantom the moments that makes up the event that
makes up the series of travesties
that lead me to this time and space

there is no room for crying not to mention
dying to lie stoned out in front of the tele
the air reeks of something
familiar, yet to be seen
who know what may or might
make up this series of travesties

it's quiet now, i wonder how long that'll last