I know you read this blog,
even if its stolen glances and with gritted teeth
I understand the need and want to understand
especially when burning questions are discarded and disregarded
I seek no forgiveness nor understanding
Just the solace that I feel for what you're going through
that you are not alone
who better understands than someone who's living it too
the ache is my own doing, unlike yours
though it dulls its lingers
clasp both hands, ponder happiness
crossed appendages and gritt teeth
nothing will help except personal clarity
just maybe you are not ready to learn just yet
what's important is to rely on your own devices
because no longer are they shoulders to cry on
or even lie on
that is gone
and you're left to deal

Happy Holidays!

I'm finally back from indonesia and recovered from the food poisoning and fatigue.
Indonesia's Jakarta Camp was amazing.. Just ther sheer number of participant and their cheers roaring through the training room makes me gleeful.

There were many things that I learnt and took away from the camp. Maybe I might head back soon...

Max organised a party over at my place that lasted till day break. Havent yet recouperated.

But the thing that made my week was not the shopping I did afterwards at Jkt.
Or the bubble bath that I took in that amazing Hotel. Coming in a close 2nd is the Buffet Breakfast with HuiMin the morning after camp. A fresh start, new place, Canapes and tea and chit chat as we watched Jakarta City wake from its slumper.

Its amazing how a good movie and some delish food can make my day. Not to mention excellent company. I now have a new love for Magnum Ice-cream.. Woohoo!

GONE to CAMP!

I'll be back in time for santa to come to town... so if you're missing me.. oh please.. have some Hot Cocoa while you wait.. Don't forget the Marshmellows...

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Maybe its foolishness
Perhaps my wicked childhood,
As the songs goes I must have had "a moment of truth"
Why wait for later, I can have everything now
Cafe lattes, Toys and electric blue toenails
my life is too short to worry about the small stuff
Last I heard, Its all SMALL...!!

I'm quickening with a new skip in my step
less the inhibitions, caution? mark a dash
bet you can feel the eagerness in each phrase
I'm looking forward to the new year with wonder
its strange to feel so up about the dulling year
i think its cause i've had enough rest today
for all the randomness that is this week
and a major overdose on Quelf.

This week has been the week to catch up with my bestest of friends.
If you've seen me this week.. Heard from me this week...
You've made a difference in my life.
I could die really happy right about now...

But I wont...

I am looking forward to writing my resolution for the next year...
I know where I'm going.. I know where I'm from and all I wanna do is have some fun this coming Year...'


can happiness be cryptic? whats the point?... lol.. its about cotton candy and plan trips... Cute hamsters like Rhino!! AWESOME!!!

Whatever is there to say.. but I have squeezed so much learning into such a short coaching season.. but as a coach, trainer, person, friend. There is still much to learn... Wow... I'm thinking out of the box, only to find that I'm in a bigger box.. lol