they never say a word.. yet there is this pressure for you to conform.. but tell me? why should you.. its utter nonsense.. don't listen.. not buy into it...

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Krabi

So i was in a beach "santuary" for a week...
I had to come back... *sigh*

This trip was reminise of trip that I took when I was younger where my maternal extended family would travel in a 4 or five car entourage to malacca or kuantan for a week. For this trip however our mode of transport was two chartered minivans.

My aunt made the bookings for the accomodations.. The place was really cool. Though it was not near the beach town of Au Nang, that was really a blessing in disguise. Our rooms were all along the same corridor and all adjacent balconys had a view of the small lake and the resort pools framed by the other rooms and the limestone rock formations the area is so famous for.

On the first night my brother thought it would be adventurous to order fried WASP for dinner... that went bad.
For the next couple of nights we alternated between this and another resturant for dinner.

The highlight of the second day is our elephant track.. 19 family members on 7 elephants trekking through forest and an old rubber plantation. One gets a birds eye view of the forest as well a glimpse into the characters of each of the elephants.

Monday was all about snorkelling!!! I love the waves crashing against the boat the sun beating down. Well the reefs have been damages due to the tsunami but you can tell that its starting to show signs that it is returning to its hey day.

The following day we went Kayaking everyone, even my grandma was in on it. We kayaked through the mangroves my cousin had a monkey jump on her. In a lagoon in the middle of the swamp we ended up having a food fight with watermelon peels and spitting water melon seeds. By the end of the expedition we could confidently manuvoeur in the water.

Wednesday was a relaxing day after all that action we went early to the emerald pool. When we got there it was void of people, A private pool for us at the end of a clearing. The water was fresh, clear and all to ourselves. Totally amazing! But that wasn't the case for long. I was pleasantly surprised by our next stop the hot springs. I'll see if I can post a pic!

Thursday - Rock-climbing would have to be my highlight. Mainly because this wasn't in the original itinerary but I pushed for us to all go. Just before we left I climbed this really wicked wall. It was at least 40 metres or natural rock face. In order to get all the way to the top I had a little help from this nice man I affectionate call my "hillside guru" that gave me tips on where the grips were. He was literary sitting three-quarter way up the wall he was just sitting there. I was on top of the world! well not really but it felt that way.

(I forgot to add that... in the course of rock climbing, I got a handful of bruised on my knees including one on the centre of my forehead. Would you believe that!)

That night we did just a bit of shopping( just enough to satisfy my itch) at the beach town, a town that has only one street. one burger king and a disproportionate number of italian pizzarias.

The last day was spent mainly checking out the facialities at the resort paddling on the canoe on the lake. Lay in the mock beach at the shallow end of the pool and playing monkey with my cousins.


Overall I really enjoyed the trip!! I really like Krabi and might consider going back again. It was nice to get away from the hustle and bustle of the city. The bright lights, politics, estranged ties and neck aches. But now I am back. And tomorrow it will be business as usual!

ramblings

I think I am in over my head.

It is taking me a lot of effort to stop myself from pick up my phone to call even though I know there is no one else at the end of the line.

As I was driving yesterday, I came across a song on the radio..
at first I thought it was me hearing it wrong, but it made me smile, sigh and maybe pout a little. I am just tickled that there is a someone out there that is missing a Drew too..


Teardrops on my Guitar
by Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight


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After that song another really nice song played aired...

Give Until there is nothing left
by Relient K

No one told me
The right way
The right way to go about this
So I'll figure it out for myself
Cause how much
Is too much
To give you
Well I may never know
So I'll just give until there's nothing else

Yeah I'll give give give (until there's nothing else)
Give my life (until it all runs out)
Give give (and I'll have no regrets)
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give



Everything that has happened to me has been my own doing.. it has been a long slow ardous learning process. One that I dragged andrew on for the ride. My apologies. But I've almost got my act together. Almost...

Saturday, December 08, 2007

Delay on Tiger Airways TR188

What a crappy start to my hols...

Its been about 7 hours since I first walked into the budget terminal...
First our flight got postponed, second when we did get on they had problems with the ventiliation so delayed somemore.
Finally we did take off but only 30 mins into our 1 and a half hour flight, we had to turn back because the airducts was blowing hot air into the plane...

That was at 11 when we finally made it back!!!
Man it looks like I wont be taking Tiger Airways anymore...

I'm just frustrated that I wont be waking up to the pearly white beaches and the little umbrella drinks that I have been eagerly anticipating..

But I think worst of all is the fact that Tiger Airways have left my extended family (19 of us in total) in the lurch!!!

Their last announcement was at midmight to tell us about the flight likely to leave at 12.30am but at 12.30 they apeased us with refreshments.

It too them till almost 2pm to finally call passengers for an announcement.

I think that its sad that there are no Tiger Airways offiials around to assist. Only Changi Airport Police giving out Blankets to us...

I can only hope that this will have a good ending... Right about now my own bed would be great!

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

I'm standing on the edge of time
somehow I manage to lose my way
looking out clift side, in awe that I can't remember
can't remember what is hurting
it's as if I'm stuck, frozen in this moment

I'm not too sure what to make of this week.
There is no middle ground.