ramblings

I think I am in over my head.

It is taking me a lot of effort to stop myself from pick up my phone to call even though I know there is no one else at the end of the line.

As I was driving yesterday, I came across a song on the radio..
at first I thought it was me hearing it wrong, but it made me smile, sigh and maybe pout a little. I am just tickled that there is a someone out there that is missing a Drew too..


Teardrops on my Guitar
by Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight


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After that song another really nice song played aired...

Give Until there is nothing left
by Relient K

No one told me
The right way
The right way to go about this
So I'll figure it out for myself
Cause how much
Is too much
To give you
Well I may never know
So I'll just give until there's nothing else

Yeah I'll give give give (until there's nothing else)
Give my life (until it all runs out)
Give give (and I'll have no regrets)
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give



Everything that has happened to me has been my own doing.. it has been a long slow ardous learning process. One that I dragged andrew on for the ride. My apologies. But I've almost got my act together. Almost...