being young and frivalous

I wonder why is it that I don't blog like I use to. The cryptic poems and far flung analogies. But, the fact of the matter is, I have moved on from there and as much as I would, wish, I'd write those. I am not in that place nor space. And its alright to evolve.

We sat and talked, a lazy Sunday afternoon
Each drowsy from the heat
a little worn from the mornings festivities
The sound of water faint in the background of our banter
A refreshing contrast from our weekly bustle and buzz
We are young, so we tell ourselves
Tired by the mid-day sun

We lay and watched the clouds go by
on an afternoon unlike any other
while others were dressed and drones
we sprawled on mat and beach
charmed by the change in perspective
lost in the mid-day heat
crashed in waves of fancy
the days of lives we lead

I still act like a kid, not thinking about earning my own keep but having fun and enjoying life. Selfish ain't it. And while others are wondering how to save, I'm thinking about when I can take my next break. Its the oddest thing.. Being happy and content. Its enjoyable yet kinda stale.. I can't do this or long I guess but while it lingers I shan't let it go to waste.

All set!

Why must I set a goal..

As it goes, they give you a direction, a purpose and give you the all encompassing reason to "Why I wake up each morning"

Note to self*- Its not AS important if I DO finish what I started. What it REALLY does, is, help move me chunky ass forward.
You know, while things are still fresh.. go with the flow..

Get going each day.

Today I want to go for holidays for FREE
Do a work travel trip to Canada
Go for my Degree
Smile more
And run 10 km in 80 mins

GO!

I'd trade yours for mine

Today I don't like me very much, can't seem to do things like how I imaged it would go. And that annoys me.

On the other hand, I can easily argue that it never really goes according to plan anyway, right? I'm still bummed.

Anyway I think I'll just have fun tonight :)

my week, you ask??

Started with missing training.. Un-fucking-believable~~ that I could do something so stupid.

I spent a lot of time chatting with SX and Mandy. Its time that I wouldn't trade in the world. Friends are so vastly important. Their understated acceptance and their listening ear is a priceless comfort.

Today? I just lazing around getting back logged work done.

Most importantly, I am smiling :)


Smile By Uncle Kracker (sounds like the parrot sidekick)
You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

paving the way for more

seems like September is the month for all things NEW. I'm now in Jakarta sitting in the office. Switching in between work and watching Gossip girl.

This, I would say is my first Business trip.. There are many other first, like my first booster session. Which I felt was a blast. The kids at Unity have got the ball rolling, I look forward to seeing them when they get their results.

I have taken control of the Vaio!!! its mine :) so woohoo new computer. I'm in the midst of starting out another blog.. when I settle in I'll tell you all about it.

Today I can't help but smile. Life is going well and I am blessed to have all these opportunities present themselves to me.

Oh and I got myself a new watch, yes it may be $5.. but that's besides the point.

Lastly, I signed up for a Credit card.. YEH!! Fingers crossed.. Hope to see it in the mail next week.

Still I think I can be doing more...

I'm going back to the corner, where I first saw you and changing all the submodalities till the sky changes to bright lit hues. Its no more pity party or fuss fest. From this day forth it's to say I'm blessed. I've got my picture in my hand, and am not afraid to look her in the eye.

It's very refreshing.