nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard.


I somehow feel that I have grown so much in the last couple of months. I know what I want, I feel comfortable, comfortable in my own skin.

Of course, it doesn't exempt me from the occasional miss. This year has been full of surprises. Work has been good and now that it has wound down, diving and my studying has picked up. The problems don't seem so big. Anyway they aren't my problems to bear.

I think there is one more lesson to learn, to speak my mind and stick to my guns.

Meeting this new group of people, especially with fel there gives me this sense that there are people out there that share similar interest. More an more so, I felt that weren't. Glad to be proved wrong.