i dont remember what I was doing or who was I with. But the other day I promised.. Promised long and hard.. Ahh.. I remember now. that I will not wait for others or be the second rate citizen in their mind.

today someone did something really nice a big change from the grudgery that I experience.

it was simple, unexpected and my heart skipped a beat. I know people do nice thing for me ALL the time. this was simply unexpected.