here I am being a nice person given myself opportunities to meet new people and wear my heart on my sleeve. Now I want to bolt and recluse.

We met for a "catch up" though I beg to differ. At the time I didn't know him. Man.. *alarm bells should have sounded. And its scary knowing that its kinda snowballing outta control. Just leave me alone screams the voice in my head. But then again loneliness might be worst.