everything you deserve...

dearest andrew,

we've come a long way from strangers in cj to lovers. I never thought a slip up like giving you my number during chinese lect would end up in such a wonderful blessing. Thinking back, I think on some level I wanted something more with you otherwise i wouldn't have gave you my number.

I'm sorry that we had a rough start, I take full responsibility for it. But through that rough patch you were there every step of the way. You were there when my first day at work was a wreck, there even when you thought I made a wrong choice. you were there supportiing me. Most importantly to catch me when I fall.

I owe the last 2 years to you. Who I am now,is because of you. I do not know if that is a good or a bad thing. But you've taught me to accept myself, to love completely. If there is nothing else, these are the 2 things I want to take away from this relationship.

you have been my escape from all the crazy outside world, in your arms nothing else matters. The whole world comes to a standstill, I never have to worry. Thanks baby.

drew, i never want to hurt you ever.