5 days and counting..

the weekend has been outrageously empty
and really strange.
for once i'm spending so much time at home

other than the numerour hours
zoned out in front of the tele
i have accomplished little to nothing

i'm dreary, lost and feeling really void
all i want is my dose of hugs & luv luv

i'm thinking of what'll do when he comes home
what will i do if he leaves again

am i gonna feel this low