holding on

so close i believe you're holding me now in your hands i belong you never let me go...

It has slipped from my grasp and clings to my skin
it masquerades, stipulated the P&Qs of this event
though i a force smile, they see clear through the cracks
my face gives it away that i can't hide the fact
i don't belong, i can't be strong
i don't believe your words, no more...
no cornerstone to lay my trust upon
i reach out to hold you and you pushed me away
and when i turn around you're tugging me to stay
i watched as you hurt and i hurt to watch
but everytime i tried to help you rather contentedly rot
i don'tknow what to do, its obvious u need not need me
yet i still keep coming back