need to feel you...

i think it was kind of shocking today to hear it twice in a couple of hours, even though not explicitly - that kinda what i got outta it...

but i guess that explains why is it that i feel so distant from everything, its been this way for the longest time. i realise that i've got nothing to share about my relationship with my family, that i'm apolitical, just simply put: impassionate.

i think it was hardto hear, n i do agree its scary that to me, feelings is a matter of choice - i just feel really blaah about everything.... and i guess ur right to assume that there might come a time i might decide to walk away from it all... i'm reeling from shock.

ur very right about everything, i realise that i validate thing by it practicallity, for its logic.

so what is the next step...

akltg- change your belief?!

hmm...