What am I to do with you...
with me... with you..
How everything in that moment makes is sense and senseless all at the same time
Its these moment that make me smile
at these times I reel
never know what to make of them
I been getting into a lot of them lately
hold your breath...


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I should be packing my bag because I am leaving tomorrow but I havent really been in the mood. Well I will get to it in just a bit.

walking in your direction
though I know you just don't see
smiling with each inflection
I guess it'll never be
I've tried to...


it's been a long time since I've been happy with me...
so.. think I'll smile first fret later...

it hasn't been working out
what's different this time
I plan to stand my ground
I'm still smiling
and the air is much more relaxed
I am enjoying it while it last
there is every reason to smile
and though I do not know what the future holds
smiling is my new philosophy
i am pleasantly surprised
I have had more than suffice
its making me roar with disbelief
i am going to work hard to make everything fall in place
let life take it course...


I shall agree that I am a hard person to live with...