Its not so bad

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

I am never good with good byes, they always come out iffy. They are never the teary eyed scenes like in the soaps, but thats okay. I'm a bit lost without you but thats only nature. I hope that you are doing well, I hate to know where you are, cause I know it will hurt. And from your words, it sounds like this day is long overdue. I'm heart broken that it was never as wonderful as it seemd and I'm glad that I dropped it all and leave now. I'm sorry for your despair, I pray you find someone to help you through. Lastly I apologise that i'm the cause of all your sorrow. Good bye.