my trusty rocking chair

lynn brought up a very good point during my brief chat with her yesterday.. i dont think she realised she even said it.. or more like implied it.. why do i keep this blog? why on earth do i bother...? Is it because i'm looking for answers or screaming for help? I certainly hope not. And if it actually is like i say it is.. a place for me to air my thoughts, then why do i need it online for everyone to see. i've come to realise that my blog is linked to many ppl as are many others.. and i am free to blog surf and "intrude" into their lives. Are there ppl doing that to me as well.. i think i'm plain old boring and there's nothing much to see.. but who knows..? i write sad things not because i'm down with life, i write it cos it gets me thinking. an if i bottle it up inside it'll turn my brain matter to mush. So this has become my little corner where i dump my trash.. tis is not the first time i wonder y i agreed to blog.. i'm glad that i blog.. it has given me a voice and a place to call my own where i diligently write enties and share how i feel. It's been healthy for my emotional well-being.. that i'll prescibe it to any one who needs a listening ear but doesn't really want an audience.