nothing sad to report.
it a far cry from my youth
I think I've mellowed
grown into my skin

maybe a hint of me fears
that it might come back because I expect

so far its been smooth sailing
and my motto is "Think big. Go places"
inspired by the success of zhen, stereophonics on the itunes
and affirmation of love
i mean there is always high heels and eye liner to hide behind

but you know, I wrote,
what if I met my McDreamy, would he do a double take
would he want plain me?

I would say, back.. not a chance.
Even if he did, I would have said "no".

But now I'm not so sure.

Sometimes less is more, sometimes you need to "invest". Its all about give and take. It about letting life happen. I know I can't control all its comings and goings. It takes work. And I dare say I haven't got there yet. But I am a pretty good work in progress.