what a difference a day makes...

one moment it was all brooding,
then seared with eager anticipation
curiousity, uncertainty..
then its all gone
its funny how emotions drives you
steers you, though you thought you were in a rut...

its strange, unsettling, foreign
but for the first time it makes the pain go away
anything to make the pain go away
talking about it gives me pangs...

its feeling better already..
hope it stays that way...