It is scary.. all the structure in my life has dissapated, I've been cooped up at home for the last 3 weeks brooding about not having enough energy to do anything. That I do not have classes to go to, dont have work to go for, the ppl that have been around in my life are changing with the times and I really want to hold on to all that. All I could muster was day-time hours in front of the tele..

But I guess thats life and I've to get moving.. Starting today