I know better now, I'm glad
what is the point feeling the way you do
waiting and expecting
thinking and hoping

maybe you're guessing that its not
any longer about regret
thinking you know what your heart really wants
but all it craves is for what you know
you
too scared to venture out on your own
too judgmental to feel
to guarded to know good when you see it
too self absorbed to see when you have it good

maybe these were your past indiscretions
that you have put behind
worried that they may come back to haunt you
and look you in the eye

there is a possibly you never left the comforts of your well
the loft of your indiscretions

is it alright to feel
to wonder
to go back
to stop and think for a moment

if something was good, why did you have to change it

is it alright to admit fault
where do you go from there
because back is not the right place to go, though it is so familiar and so absolutely perfect

what are you to do?
where am I to go?