This week has been a whirlwind to say the least. It was a leisurely ferry ride to M'sia. Other than that, it was meetings meals rush, games, presentations, discussions for much of the 2 day we were there...

I think the highlights for me we getting to see all the trainers in action, the chance to learn from the very best. The opportunity presented before me to take a chance on myself, to grow, learn, experience it as a Trainer. I am honoured to work with such talent.

Over the course the first afternoon, I was made to put myself on the line, think on my feet. It was fun, exhilarating, daunting. I learnt about myself, I learnt my limits and capabilities. While talking about self-esteem and tools during the first station. I couldn't think of anything to say, so I dug deep. What I came up with was honest and true. My voice became wavering, earnest. I spoke about how I do not have very much self esteem. That i get by each day with a conscious decision that I shall Be Confident. and that if I keep to this, that maybe Maybe one day I shall be granted the tools, the gift of self-esteem.

I made Melvin Stop. Listen. i know that what I have/displayed is very raw.. but I intend to learn to channel it better..

Looking forward to it.. :)