My head hurts

what if you had a choice between two task each with its own pros and cons...
One that would lead you no where?
Another to a place with no return?

I could sit there and bawl my eyes out would you come to a solution that is satisfactory. Would you give me a third option? My head hurts for thinking and thinking and knowing that I am over thinking.

I read into so many people all the time that I do not really know which is what I AM FEELING, and what they're feeling???
All I can say that I am driving myself nuts, and to think that I could dodge this for another month, how naive of me.

Is it really not as bad as it seems?
Am I really listening to my own thoughts or thoughts seeded by someone else?
What are my instincts telling me?
Is that how I really feel or do I filter that too?