they never say a word.. yet there is this pressure for you to conform.. but tell me? why should you.. its utter nonsense.. don't listen.. not buy into it...

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

thats the GLORY of love..

You've got to give a little take a little
and let your poor heart break a little
That's the story of that's the glory of love

You've got to laugh a little cry a little
before the clouds roll by a little
That's the story of that's the glory of love

As long as there's the two of us we've got the world and all its charms
And when the world is through with us we've got each other's arms
You've got to win a little lose a little
and always have the blues a little
That's the story of that's the glory of love

(As long as there's the two of us we've got the world and all its charms)
And when the world is through with us we've got each other's arms
You've got to win a little lose a little
and always have the blues a little
That's the story of that's the glory of love
That's the story of that's the glory of love


All I remember of my last day with him was that I was really happy, then crazy me tried to push the boundaries and I paid a hefty price. Now I have to let this beautiful partner walk away and it hurts like crazy. I'm doing my best to deal with it, I talk to people, I distract myself.. I don't think I have slept well in weeks. I know my body could last this battering maybe for another month.. I know.. I need to bury my heart and throw away the key. Now that he has left, all the questions that I had about our relationship has been so strangely answered. He was the normal one and I was the screw up. And it sucks that I didnt appreciate what he provided for me. I've had to learn it the hard way and I will not get the opportunity to make ammense. Andrew I am sorry for all the bitterness that I put you through, though it was never my intent. Somewhere in the last months we swapped roles in this relationship and now I totally feel how you must have felt. All I can say is sorry. I will keep loving you, just like I promised.. maybe one day it will morph into a form that you and I can both comprehend.. I'm wondering what you are up to now.. doing my best not to call.. good nite and good bye baby boy..

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