now that blogger is finally up again, I don't know what I want to blog about.

I am never able to stay mad at you for very long, I guess you have too many redeeming qualities. I should HATE you.

Today was an intoxicating experience, and I can see why I am under a spell. And now i don't want to over think the situation. But thinking about how much I should think about it really makes my head hurt.

I want to go with the flow. but...

what if...

I can't have everything. I shouldn't settle, neither should be unrealistic. I was over the moon when I saw it and he made me smile immensely. And though it was the smallest thing ever. It was me being a giddy school girl.



What would make me happy. What would make me happy right now.

but nothing ever happens the way you want it.