happy equilibrim

sometimes you have good days, sometime they suck.
Yet for all the days that suck, there are friends to pull you out of the rat race
take a breather and lament with

sometimes I wonder why I feel this invisible wall, between me and the people I meet. Few are let in, and few are held dear. Yet I get pangs, when people reach out to one another and I am not a part of that. I think that sometimes it feels great to be around many. Yet in the frenzy of laughs and tickled fun. I find it a bit too much and recluse back into my shell.

i thought that staying at home for 7 days would be torture. I won't know what to do with myself. But you know, I think those 7 days was the best vacation I have ever had. A break from myself, to find my self. To get comfortable in the little elements that I take for granted in the bustle of each day.