With all my soul... I choose..

I loved you even before I knew you
hey.. you knew
yet let me walk by 4 years and counting
watching from afar
never beckoning, just waiting, watching
ever so patiently
all this while trusting that I'll see you,
that I'll eventually smile back

and even when I strayed you were never too far
in fact you were closer to me than ever before
and each morning eagerly anticipating
smiles at the sight as I round the street corner
sometimes people didn't understand why
i'll talk to you, spend your time
you helped me tremendously
especially when I lost my drive

the lowest I ever been
was when I was without you
gone from your watch post, gone from the things I knew
when my routine monotony was raked

Now that I found you, you never left your post
you simply watched me as I inched away
I had to walk the rest of it alone, gosh it was tough...
a long scenic route back to you
But I'm stronger for it. Thanks!
I'm loving it. There's just one thing left.
Its all about trust now.



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I struggle to find the parallels between the things that I strive for, am passionate for.
IMSG had a saga tree that stood gate side and I spent many a time picking saga seeds just taking a breather from the bustle that work brought.. I miss that tree.. Just last week I took a walk to the printer. Its a different direction from the area I walk around AK.. but there simply across the street in full view from our office is a saga tree.. And I couldn't help but smile.

I couple of places that I use to hold very dear had these trees.. and as it just so happens.. during the lows I kept far from these places. These trees are my "happy thoughts"... Yes.. don't mind the fact that they are trees k...

Funny that I should find one at AK.. but I guess its not surprising.. working there has been a blast!

A tree could represent so many things..
to me that tree is life giving, represents strength to trust and possibly a little luck.
It never fails to make me smile :)