realised that i've been hiding under a rock for the last couple of week or so.. well what to do when your bady is just so tired it wills you, screams for you to leave it behind each morning. Sad to say i wouldn't get much done without my limps and the rest of my body so i've got to admit that we've been doing some serious overtime..

but down to the serious stuff

i was reading this other blog that ariel told me to read.. but sad to say i find no satisfaction in what she has got to say, i totally resspect her point of view, but i cant help but think that sometimes it can be awfully lonely.. i really do not know why i think that way, but i just do.. i guess i must be really silly.. but hey.. thats me! well.. i guess it slightly related to what me n drew were talking about yesterday.. well i guess it was more like me fretting and he counselling... but i'm not fretting any longer, at least he didnt do what he did the last time... feed me to the sharks...

i was wondering what the held i/ we need relationships for. I've got friends and i think they serve as good a function as boyfriends and girlfriends do... don't they? took me quite a while to find clarity.. but i'm glad the answer has always been there... and now i'm never going to forget it.. ever!