update!

i was suppose to blog something before i left for camp but i'veseem tohave forgotten what it is... so aniwae update!!

what have i been up to?

well..

i'm at camp well came back to run an errand
will be heading back to st. teresa's at 6

i've learnt about reaching out about loneliness.. things that i've knownfor very long.. but i guess it was just reassusrance that i wasn't alone so i think that felt really good. there was smothing Jolene said that really struck raw nerve.. that it is easy to do things with your group of close friends n "tighten the slack" n leave the people hanging at the fringes

i think that everyone feels alone more often then they admit... i realise that i'm NORMAL!! n what i feel is just like what others feel n that i shouldn't be over paranoid

well before the retreat i was went to berkelah waterfalls..my second time.. opps third there.. a placce in Kuantan.. i lurve iteven more than my first visit... i really enjoyed myself... swimming in icy water, jumping off the cliff.. the rain.. laying on the boulder watching the clouds without a care in the world...

i think the only think that could have made the days more pleasurable is if drew was there to share it with me.. well.. there'll be other times...

exams have been over for 20 days the activities above took up 8 of those days.. i strangely do not know what i did with those other days... what i do know is i'm in need of a break from myself... i seem to pack my days with too many things..


i just came back from the IJ homes concert.. it was funcky.. a family event.. small n sweet.. truly enjoyed myself.. sorry Allan and the CAC facils that i couldn't make it for the outing.. but this was more important.. i saw Ms. Tan she's getting me to go for the concery this thursday.. I WANNA GO!! but i got to work.. so what do i do? i'll try n see if i can skip the training... which i highly doubt... OH! guess who i sat next too.. actually to be more accurate its next next to... hehe... Sr. Pat.. S.M.L. graced the occasion.. not that i know her... n Eunice Olsen.. Leandre sang.. she's real good yea.. ROCKED the HOUSE!

i met the AKLTG peeps for dinner n to catch up on Wednesday... i think we took over Thai Express.. i haven'tseen peeps like Eugene, Ping, Cutie Pie in such a long time!! boy oh by.. did i have fun... it's been over a year since we met at pioneer .. gosh how time flies.... it was one of those times when you can just let your hair down n just hang.. hehe... the stuff at we did at the esplanade was really silly.. then we went to carol's place to say HI! havent seen her since she left for canada... we premiered "tough love" i think it was pretty good.. its got potential.. then we were suppose to go eat CHEESECAKE! but we went too late.. so in the end we squashed into Weoi Tang's car n went crazy at ECP Macs till almost 2...

yup... that''s basically what i've ben up to since the exams... nuthin much..not yet... hehe... cya ard!