i shoudnt

was angry,
then confuse,
now just sad...
i think wadever
i'm worried over
no longer makes sense
and it not worth the torment

i want so much to let it blow over
or simply not care
i'm trying
but i just cant

watever it is
i'm tired
of trying to
figure out
internalise
so i'm jus
going to bury myself alive
close my eyes
hope that when
i return
all things are at peace