hmm...

wat am i suppose to do now that ur really gone...
i feel rather hypocritical still being ur friend..
but i dun want to lose the friendship we have..
or at least whatever we have left
we have been through so much together..
i dun want to fight over the inevitable
growing apart..
it happens..
especially since we're out of school..
i dun have oppotunities to see you..
actually the feelings have been gone long ago..
i jus didnt noe how to tell you..
plus it was fuelled by speculation
even by my bestest of friends..
i dun blame them..
i cant..
i promised to be brutally honest..
but i wasnt..
i didnt want to hurt ur feelings..
apparently that was inevitable too...