i dun owe you a thing..

yea i dun.. but there are times when i feel real guilty.. n i hate myself fot it... we're not like before.. and have definately grown apart.. well at least i have... there are jus some things you have to accept.. i noe the truth it painful.. but here it is.. i dun noe why i fell for you.. i think ur jus plain childish... i still wanna be ur friend... but it can never be like how it was.. go on.. go live in ur little world.. so afraid of commitment.. go on.. keep worry bout it.. after all thats all you do.. it not going to change the situation.. n more importantly how i feel..

i know ur shocked at the sudden realisation that you are no longer my confidant.. but its true... you linger on every word i sae.. even on those i have long forgotten.. i'm not ur any more.. so stop treating me like i am.. i can hangout with who i want.. and your not obligated to look out for me..

there's something i never told anyone.. because i felt no one could or would understand... that nite.. the one that i would rather forget.. the reason why i let go.. let my guard down.. was cos i was depressed... cos of ur decision.. fine.. so i drank till the pain was numbed.. my pain was alleviated for that brief moment..and in turn caused our paths to change forever.. i'm sorry it had to turn out such..