breathless

I may need you
and i resent that
I hate you.
It's not difficult to understand.
you're ignorant.
and so what if i do as you please
and so i follow your voice
like bible truth
and what do you take me for
a rags to step upon
to wipe dirt off the sand

i guess it's fucking fun
when i grovel like a child
each time I question
you assasinate my spirit
leave me no space to even breathe
i often cry in the dark
my twisted sense of self
n you act like nothing
came between
you cuss at how i've hurt you
fuck off... selfish bitch