expectations.. disappointment.. breakdown..

hey guys.. i'm half way through my trip.. n though i promised much ppl that i'll bring home a sheep or two i'm afraid i cant.. due to some customs shit... i'm missing home terribly... n my mom has been screaming at us.. cos she doesnt see the point in coming.. cos we dont do much but bum... my point exactly.. *grinz*... so the weather is cold... n i've done a whole bunch.. i'll have the full details in a week when i get home...

more than that.. i'm missing andrew.. bleah.. baby.. i'm sorry i wont be there to recieve you when you come home tmr... wish i was though.. haha.. you've been smoking.. haha.. okie.. jus dont come near me when you get back.. hehe.. kidding.. i love ya all the same... i've got a confession to make as well.. tell ya when i see ya...

well... NZ has given me a lot of time to think esp while travelling... yup.. realised that i've hurt a lot of ppl over the course of the year... n there are still a lot of things i need to learn... haiz.. so i hope to make it up to each n everyone that i've put down.. n shoved aside.. i'm really sorry... i dont know how you all are still able to stand by me.. n be my friend.. thank you...

aniwae.. i',running on a tight schedule here.. so i gtg... take care.. luv ya... *muacks* i'll be home soon.. dont have too much fun without me...