i'm in blame myself mode... ahh

it's my fault...
how could i have been so blind, cold and oblivious.. never would i have thought it would spiral to this.. i'm sorry.. you're too young.. oh so naive.. you're making a big mistake.. i should have told you.. been your listening ear.. but its too late.. you don't listen.. you say i'll never understand..

so explain it to me.. at least try..

i will never understand.. you have been deserting us for them.. annoyed that we breathe down your back.. we don't trust you.. n yet mother sent you packing to the US.. i'll never get it..