my goldfish bowl

i am tempted to
shall i?
then how can i answer to everyone else
disappear yes?
i love it here
do i leave my comfort zone
has it become too much of a routine
its as if i've become
a goldfish in a bowl
it erks
thing is..
they're never gonna get it
cos i'll never tell
its their happiness over mine
for that is the true order of thing
this compromise
brings true balance
its for the greater good..
only i'm unhappy
its a worthwhile scarifice
so i'll stay
n be quiet