violated...

reflections blurred
thoughts all stirred
is it something that was said? done?
do i deserve such a fate
say i'm lucky
watch me cry
shower me with diamonds n jewels
i rather die
i need
a friend
not this
it gets lonely here
but looking in
i no longer recognise what i see
identity stripped
soul replaced
no longer belonging to
but aimlessly wondering
m i too pained to except change
or too angry and rash
could it be i'm rite all along
and everything else in this world is wrong
how could that truly be
y is my body under such scrutiny