i strangely i have nothing to say about tonight

..
the air is cold
i've said it
n left you to
ponder what you did
but it wasn't your fault at all

i cant blame you for internalising everything
though i hate to see you in this state
i should have told the truth all along
but how was i to know...

the river takes an unexpected bend
and now ur all alone
i'm sorry
it was not meant to be

both you and i know that
they might never understand
its all a lot to take in..
time never heals

it might have come down to this
but this isnt the end
till the very end i was waiting
for a ray of hope

it never came
i wanted it to work..
but love is blind..
and i see clearly..

nothing can change
i'm at inner peace
i might be selfish
so be it...