apology

now everyone can read my deepest thought..
its only a matter of time before you call..
i'm nervous...
i'll probably freeze up..
but its high time you heard it from me..
i'm sorry...
i've let you down..
i don't know what i can do to change..
to make myself something i'm not
i've been lying to you all this time..
i'm sorry..
i can never forget how it was
maybe thats why i was so caught up in the moment
but this is a hard lesson i've learnt
never to live int the past
misleading you wasn't my intention
i'm sorry