re-read it.. and memories will come flooding back.. maybe this isn't for real.. too perfect.. too simple.. missing something.. your so caught in the now.. you aren't facing reality.. not once but twice.. and both times your world came crumbling.. keep telling yourself that this time it will be different.. that things are different.. yea right.. your just in denial.. dont you see it girl.. it'll never happen for you.. it not written in the stars..

thats not true.. i dont wan to leave.. this day shall last forever.. stop taunting that i wont make it.. that i'm silly.. n blind.. the way i see it.. you're the fool... for being such a pessimist... its true that i've been hurt.. but that was my fault.. i've learnt from it.

girl if thats what you want.. i'll let you be.. jus know that i'm i'm always here for you.. it might not be what i want.. but i love you.. and i'll support whatever decision you make..

Thanks dear.. i understand you're concern.. i've given much thought.. don't worry about me.. i'll take care of myself..