take me away

now i understand
y it no longer feels like home
i lied so long
disillusioned myself
till i forgot there was anything wrong
i've lived the lie
praying against all that it shall
one day it'll come true

everytime i have an opinion
a voice of my own
you shoot me down
i've put up with enough of your crap
to think i thot it was my fault
just fucking shut up will ya
now i understand

y i'm such a screw up