cos its jus too late and we cant go back..

can you be something to someone by being something ur not? can there be a good reason to do the wrong thing? what if being urself made others feel sad..

hurts jus hurts
was unaware
someone nudged
now i see clearer the fussy
who need you
when expectation are imposed
paranoid vs. cold
no choices
anything different n
fuck
and your dissapointed
fucking my fault?!
nothing i ever say is right for you
cos i still want it to work
i remove the nails from your wounds
those scars
have destroyed our friendship

sweep it aside
afterall its my life n its now or never..
now why should i bloody care
it shouldnt have ended like this
but no regrets
no qualms
i'm sorry if you want it back

its been like that for the longest time
i was just too blind to see
or in denial
something out of nothing
never could understand how one could have but dun
all at once
i too tired to care