on my own

i gaze pass the horizon
and ponder my fate
till i'm sian...
daunting, yeah
trying to find never neverland
elusive and forgotten
a quest to preserve
my vanity, integrity
whats left anyway
a soul too torn by strife
from waring of the worlds
I pray for solace
in this unending whirlwind
lift my shattered spirit
from torment..
to the depths of eternity
a juvenile delusion
as solemn as a pact
to put at ease
my shaken self
through one more day
of painful reality