pls dun be mad no more

i'm sorry you have to see all your hard work
go up in smoke
i know you tried your hardest
put in so much time n effort..
i'm sorry that my one little selfish action
ripped the entire plan to shred..
worst still..
i've made you pick up the pieces
n start over
i know its lonely even when surrounded by friends
n i am never going to understand
how much this baby really meant to you
it not cos i want to see you miserable
i felt its only rite that the truth come out..
i hate lying to everyone..
especially those you are closest..